Cats in the Cradle - Harry Chapin

I'm doing my best to not let my life be like the song, but that's tough...

If energy drinks and tea weren't a thing then yeah... but they are so I'm guessing not really. Then again if coffee were the only caffeine option I probably wouldn't have a caffeine addiction...

Yes. They're called proxies. Some people are fine with it, some aren't. It's not legal in tournaments obviously but some communities/syles like CEDH are fine with it.

Oh I know I have adhd, no doubt about that, though I'm not diagnosed. I just didn't realize that this was a symptom.

Oh that's an adhd thing... had no idea. I guess that explains my language difficulties though.