I'm putting sex on pedestal. Not women.
TrenGoblin
Those sex workers that are online could be cops uncover so I don't want to risk that because I don't want to go to jail.
The problem is I'm a ugly old man so unfortunately no very attractive woman is ever going to have sex with me just for the fun of it.
I don't want to make a porno though. All I want to do is pay a very attractive woman to have sex with me just once. So that I'm no longer a virgin anymore. Because I believe that once I have sex. I will no longer care about it anymore.
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But the problem is I have no interest at all in being in a romantic relationship with women. All I want to do is pay a multiple attractive women to have sex with me. But unfortunately prostitution is illegal in Canada so unfortunately I will be a virgin forever.
The only reason why I'm putting sex on a pedestal is because I can't stop thinking about it. That's why I really wish I was Asexual so that wouldn't think about sex anymore.
The problem is since I am a virgin. I will never know if having sex is enjoyable or not.