TotallyNotSpezUpload

joined 1 year ago

Not really. I do feel something is off, but I can nap.

Probably, but I'm not a doctor.

[–] TotallyNotSpezUpload@startrek.website 4 points 57 minutes ago (1 children)

I did, actually. I once got severely ill, living abroad in a country with severely shitty healthcare. Got rushed to the ER, a friend was with me. I just kept on screaming, no one looking after me. The ER over there was more like a warzone. Friend decided he had it with them, told them all to fuck off, gave them the finger, hurled me over his shoulder and carried me two streets across to a private hospital. He put me on his insurance policy. They gave me a hell lot of morphine, but apparently I'm either immune to that or at least highly resistant. They had to call in their pain specialist in the middle of the night and he got it done pain wise.

Awesome, thanks. Now that's my week telly-wise covered. =)

Thank you, now I need to watch that movie tonight, I guess. ^^

[–] TotallyNotSpezUpload@startrek.website 7 points 1 hour ago (2 children)

Oh, thank you. I'll look it up tonight. : )

[–] TotallyNotSpezUpload@startrek.website 4 points 1 hour ago (6 children)

I'm afraid I miss the reference here.

 

So, get this. Yesterday night I broke my foot by dropping something real heavy on it. I knew something was slightly wrong, and I went to the local ER here to get it checked out. Broke my foot in 3 places, refused a cast (I'm into drumming again) and they reluctantly sent me on my way.

I've been dealing with a slight case of glass bones for the past 5 years now, it sounds dramatic, but it's just very, very low bone density. Broke my hand this year, broke 3 of my ribs this year, just by random silly accidents, and I just got a phone call from the hospital because apparently my pain charts are so underwhelming, they want to do a full check up and brain scan.

Broken foot on a scale of 1-10? 1. I actually tried drumming again today. Broken hand? 2. Ribs were sort of really annoying, I gave them a 4. The latter was supposed to be at least 8 according to them.

Now they want to know if I'm just used to a hell lot of pain or if there is a malfunction in my brain. I am actually curious.

Bit of a background: I broke so many of my bones in the years before I got ill. Used to skate a lot, did lots of self defense classes, so, even I wonder now what the heck is going on. ^^

AMA, btw. ^^

[–] TotallyNotSpezUpload@startrek.website 3 points 1 day ago* (last edited 1 day ago)

Everything higher than the second floor of a building is a big nope to me. My family made me go on holidays via airplane back when I was a wee child and I kept screaming for the entire duration of both flights. They never tried that shite ever again. I mean, what did they expect, really, knowing damn well about my severe anxiety issues? Even today I'd never set foot on any kind of aircraft, even with knockout medication and a million Dollars in return. Just no. I do not belong in the sky. I need solid ground or water under my feet. Interestingly enough it's cool for me to go hiking in the mountains. The mountains are solid and therefore they are my friends. If I fall down, that's on me then.

 
[–] TotallyNotSpezUpload@startrek.website 2 points 1 day ago (2 children)

Pro: I never get seasick, no matter how rough it gets. Con: Terrified of heights and flying.

 

I'm a bit lost here, to be fair. I went full no contact with my family back when I was 16. Took a hike, even across countries. So, apparently what happened, was my ex brother in law not keeping his mouth shut and sharing my number with my family. I still can't make heads or tails of it. But now my dad wants to be real chummy and friendy with me? Fuck that, honestly. I'm not super mad at him, more at the rest of my family, but it seriously hurts right now. What am I supposed to do? I'm at a loss here. Haven't really talked to the person for over 21 years.

 

A friend recently gave me this plant as a present. So far I have no experience with potted plants, but for now it is doing quite well with plenty of daylight and multiple small doses of water throughout the day. If I knew what kind of plant it was, I could take even better care of it.

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Ich📍Iel (startrek.website)
submitted 3 weeks ago* (last edited 3 weeks ago) by TotallyNotSpezUpload@startrek.website to c/ich_iel@feddit.org
 

Eine Karte, sie alle zu triggern. Außer uns normale Menschen. Lasset die Kommentare beginnen!

 
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Ich🛏😴⏰Iel (startrek.website)
submitted 1 month ago* (last edited 1 month ago) by TotallyNotSpezUpload@startrek.website to c/ich_iel@feddit.org
 

Angesichts des Orangwutans und der CxU nach unserer nächsten Wahl sollte ich vielleicht die nächsten Jahre einfach komplett verschlafen.

 

Es kommt immer alles anders, und vor allem als geplant. Weil das morgen noch so ist und weil das immer schon so war.

 
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