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The original was posted on /r/luciddreaming by /u/throwinthetowel87724 on 2023-09-21 20:08:45.
...I teleported right smack dab in the middle of my ex's bedroom. The LAST place I would want to be. What the fuck brain?
I had a feeling I was lucid, so I did the finger-through-hand trick and HOLY SHIT, it worked. I think I just laughed in awe. It didn't go straight through like my hand was invisible, it took a bit of pressure and it was a weird sensation, almost painful. I did it a few times. I didn't really know what to say or do in the moment, so I closed my eyes and decided when I said "teleport", I would teleport to somewhere random--I wanted it to take me where it wanted. I was expecting like.. idk, somewhere cool and magical and awesome? Hell, I'd take an Ikea.
Anyway, I spawned in my ex's bedroom and was extremely disappointed. Though I do remember caressing a metal emblem or decoration on a wooden dresser because I wanted to see how it felt. I could feel the coldness and.. well, metal-ness of it. Super fucking cool. Everything was fuzzy and heavy but in a pleasant way.
After that I teleported again and I think I was in like a snowy place of some sort? The edges of my fingers started collecting snow and ice and I could feel it.
But yeah, I've dreamed of my ex a TON. It was a toxic relationship. Had a horrible nightmare that my current fiancee was my ex the whole time, and I've had similar dreams since.
I guess I still have some unresolved trauma to work through. Thanks subconscious, I love you, you fucking asshole :)