Men’s Mental Health

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Realizing my own creeper vibes turned to perpetual avoidance from dating (lemmy.world)

submitted 1 year ago by ReginaPhalange@lemmy.world to c/mensmentalhealth@lemmy.world

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At age 16, against my normal nature , I've asked out my then crush who was my schoolmate.

(In retrospect, it was only sexual attraction, cause her personality was abysmal..)

I say "ask out" but it was one of the childish "wanna be my gf" sort of thing. I didn't have (nor do I have now) "game".
My only valid pretense for hanging with her , and not actually planning a date, was studying together for tests.

Neverthelesss, the excitement and the rush after she showed interest in me was overwhelming , and I spiraled out of control.
I became clingy , needed and over the top in love.

It all came crashing down when I saw her avoiding me while looking afraid and creeped out.
That face is burned into my retina, and all I can think about when I even think about stepping into that arena again.

I'm 31 now, still painfully alone - but with the added bonus of feeling like expired milk and overrun with anxiety and depression.

I'm telling myself again and again that I'm doing the best with the cards I've been dealt with , and partnership or intimacy is just not one of those cards.
I try to keep busy and focus on work - because one moment of boredom sends me to a variety of really dark places.

I know that some day the pattern of eat-sleep-job-repeat won't be enough, but I'm repressing that thought like hell right now.

Thank you guys for creating this sub BTW, much needed.

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[–] Nippledippers7@lemmy.world 1 points 1 year ago

You and I are in a similar boat. I'm 31 as well and I fell head over heels for my best friends cousin 11 years ago. Due to long distance we couldn't be together, but I didn't want to give up that easily. Long story short I haven't spoken or seen her in 7 years, but shes on my mind 24/7 and I can't shake her out.

I haven't really tried dating since. Mostly because of self-esteem issues and trust issues and thinking that every woman can do better and not waste their time and effort me.

Sorry for the small rant. I just wanted to say you're not alone and you can get through it!