I admit, it was a dodge. I do lack the knowledge of these countries or regions to actually give an honest answer. But IMHO your question was not in good faith as the answer was already given:

fascist authoritarian

If any of the regimes ruling the countries you provided fall in that category, OP is against it. And it leaves me with the opinion you are just trying to put OP in a bad spot and fish for a 'gotcha' moment in their answers, as they (and I) do not know all the details you apparently have.

But you want to know 'what' I am. First, I am human. Second, this is my personal opinion and I do not speak for any group: I don't like autocratic, totalitarian, fascistic, oppressive ways of ruling.

If people chose a 'red' government, and they are chosen through continued fair elections with no disingenuous means or force, all the power to them. And even if your chosen way of ruling doesn't do elections. If people want change, and you deny them that change through force and oppression. You are wrong in my eyes.

And this isn't just for communism, this is for all flavors of government:

• I don't like the Nazi symbology that some Ukrainian troops are displaying. Which I recently learned through lemmygrad.ml.
• I don't like the greed we as a human race are displaying and are allowing to be displayed. More money over people and nature should have never been allowed.
• I am not a fan of what is happening in:
  • Turkey
  • Russia
  • Hungary
  • China
  • Palestine and Israel
  • Saudi Arabia
  • America, yes even them:
    • Their voting system is too easily manipulated and is actively being exploited.
    • Giving corporations too much power there is affecting the whole world.
    • Turning a blind eye to their own oppression of anything socialism, their history, their patriotism that is just veiled fascism.
  • I can make this list very long, I hope this is enough to bring across my point.

I always voted 'left' and 'green', which might not be the 'red' you wave on your flag. I am not religious, but I am hoping, wishing, and praying for any power that is willing to listen, that the people of my country would vote for a different party besides the VVD (conservative liberal) and the PVV (populist) when we will vote for our next '2de kamer'.

But allow me to explain my hostility: I have only been a member for a very short time. And every time I see a post come up from lemmygrad.ml the comments are filled with just degenerative and reductive comments about 'the others', the 'not enlightened us at lemmygrad'. I see comments being celebrated for being banned for posting shitty pig balls as replies. I see people talking down on people for having a less 'red' view. I see open hostility being upvoted, while voices of temperance are being downvoted. All I see is us versus them. And them are allowed to be ridiculed and made lesser of.

Maybe it is the selective behavior of the 'all communities' overview: that it prefers to show the controversial topics and charged comments. But it is painting any interaction that I see on or from the lemmygrad.ml instance with in that bad light. Just like I explained my view on your question asked in the first place, and you asking 'what' I am like I am an object.

In conclusion: I am a human. I have my biases. These biases are fed by what I see. And I have the same bias to other instances if I see them do the same shit I have seen rise out of lemmygrad.ml.

And I also misused straw man here as well. In hindsight, with a rested mind, I shouldn't have listened to my primary response and instigated shit. But here we are.

Don't get me wrong: I am not against communism. I am against the results of every experiment we have experienced so far with communism. I do recognize the way we currently run the unchecked capitalism and liberalism will also end up in authoritarianism I despise. Back to kings and fiefdoms but named companies and their CEO's and their shadow council of shareholders.

I believe the golden road is somewhere in the middle. Where people can still choose who they want to be, free to choose how they wish to live as long it doesn't hurt others, and enjoy the fruit of their labor. Companies are not faceless entities and everybody inside a company are held responsible for the actions they make. Where money can only buy yourself comfort, not power.

I know that is just a pipe dream. We were never able to achieve it now and never will. We humans can never hold a balance. Some people who just get a smidgen of power over others just abuse it for the thrill of it. And some won't stop until they have everyone under their thumb. Greed, the worst human flaw of all. Even the fairest system we might ever think of will break as soon as we allow greed to fester. And greed does not care how power is collected, money, favors, goodwill, popularity. One wrong person who thinks they deserve more than the others, think they are more equal than the others, getting just that bit of power will set off a snowball that always ends in suffering of everyone except the few. Until the many revolt and bring justice to those on high.

Humanity loves their systems. Thinking of them, building them, bending them, corrupting them, and then breaking them with bloodshed. To just start the cycle again and again.

I will stop my nihilistic TED talk here. Best regards and may you find the communist utopia you seek.