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For me, I don't have a fuel guage in me. I don't mean it to be a smart ass. I mean like, I'm always hungry until I am full. That's my food fuel guage and it sucks. If I'm not full, I'm hungry. I dropped 60lbs over a year or two by dieting. Not necessarily eating healthy, but reducing my calorie intake to 1200-1800/day. That's it. I dropped so much weight and was able to fit in my old size from high school. Here's the kicker. I was hungry the entire time. I refused food, but I was hungry. I woke up hungry. I went to bed hungry. I wouldn't call it gluttony because I didn't ever enjoy it but I don't have the same thing you do. My body doesn't tell me, "that's enough food" until it's screaming, "too much food!"

It's been my whole life. I can lose the weight. I can gain it back. I can diet, I can control it, but I also will never do it comfortably. I will never be able to eat a small portion like my friends and say I'm good. I always feel like I'm the odd one out.

To all those who feel like I feel, you can do it! It sucks the entire time, but it's possible. 1200-1800 calories per day. Don't dive in. Just make adjustments until you get there. You never would've realized how many calories you're putting in. Also, I lost the weight not going to the gym. I fucking hate the gym. Going to the gym is good for you heart, but to lose weight, it's calories.