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I.... may have anger issues
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I understand where you're coming from but it's just so frustrating to have others point out my mistakes in speech instead of actually listening to what I'm talking about... Or even worse making weird arguments and laughing at me when I ask for clarification... I hate it all I want to make the awful emotions stop
Yeah that sounds like a toxic work environment. I'd suggest getting out of that situation. I'm not sure how old you are, but I didn't totally figure myself out until about 29. Took a while to learn how I can work with my brain better. What flavor of neurodivergent are you?
ADHD + Aspergers :/
Sadly can't really get out as I do OSS work and have to argue with people in OSS projects
And yeah I'm still figuring myself out, being 18 never really fixed anything and I feel awful about my past even though I've succeded a lot according to my peers...
I can't really satisfy myself and just work work work work and work
That pit inside you won't be filled by accomplishments, at least it wasn't for me. The only peace I found was by accepting I'll always feel that pit, and that I don't need to try and fill it. The pit is an illusion, you are already valid!